Happiness is..

How many people knows what is happiness actually means? What does it matter anyway? Some people even fool themselves *maybe includes me* to think that they are happy. How many people dare to ask themselves : "Am I happy?". Do they brave enough to answer the questions honestly. But they do have the courage to blame someone elses over their misery. Does alots of cash makes you happy? Helps though. Poverty doesn't makes you happy either. They say happiness comes from within. I learned not to rely my happiness on someone elses. For me.... the feeling of achievement; freedom and self satisfaction are my happiness. I bet there is more... I'll add it later once i figure it out. Let's be Happy then ;)

kitten on the pool

we are not the only one who feels like swimming on the hot summer day

Oooops.. Almost fall

I turn 27

Yesterday which is june 30 2008, I turn 27. I made black forest homemade cake during the day

and at night we went out to listen to the music. But it was tuesday in Bologna hardly any nightlife around. After "Pub Tour" like my husband named it, walk around city center with my high heel and sore feet. Found nothing! No music... per niente! We ended in a place with DJ played nonsense music just around the corner of via polese. I had a cocktail *didn't even made me tipsy, nothing*. I dissapointed. Another dissapointed birthday day.

betty lafea please no more

Today I took my braces off after 1.5 years of rapid treatment. Though that's all and you free???!!! THINK AGAIN. I have my retainer now. And because my teeth are freshly straighten so would be better if I wear my retainer almost every time but not when I eat or drink. Oh boy.. no wonder most of my friends who wears brace end up to re-putting their brace till the rest of their life or till they get fed up with it and prefer to give up the treatment and stay live with crooked teeth...oh how sad!! wish me luck ;)

Stop being worry

I need to tell myself over and over to stop being worry over nothing! I bet it's my nature alright. Why was I born under this sign *cancer*.. I am good hearted that's cool..but to be extra sensitive that is a headache. Hopefully I can cope with myself.. *sigh*. Today I tried to finish the "bikini project" but guess I couldn't manage to set up my zig zag stiches on top of my funny material fabric. This "many faces" fabric I adore so much only able to work with my serger. And I don't have cover stich feature... what to do!!!! My husband said my face look cleaner due to my illness. He said when I am sick.. I stop to being worry... ow.. there you go again. Worries means sick! So don't worry be happy! ow yeah ;)

Naughty cough

I have cough! so annoying. Everybody in the house are worrying coz I keep coughing and seems like I can't stop coughing... (not that I wished for that though). For the last few days I stayed at home. Do nothing but watching movies or browsing....*hey what's wrong with that?!* I completely stop being creative. Just can't do it now. I actually have a project waiting to finish. First time trial on making my own bikini. Should be a one day project this one. Eventhough I hate to make the strap..damn it!

Half Moon shape BAG

One hot sunny day came after a big rain the day before. I went to centro and had a look around with my NEW modified Charlie bag. Pretty huge isn't it.. Like it!!

Super star wannabe..Aha!

The whole look of d bag... Half moon shape.